Draw Your Own Conclusions – January
31, 2008
Lately I've been thinking about portraits. It's something I do a lot,
but it's not often I try to actually express those thoughts anywhere but
inside my own head. But now that I've got somewhere to post those thoughts,
I figure I might as well write them down on the figurative bathroom wall.
It's funny, because I guess everyone has their own idea of what they
think a good portrait should be. Ask most parents and to them a good portrait
is simply a picture that portrays their child in a flattering way. Ask
a model and they'll say a good portrait is one that makes them look both
beautiful and sexy. And there's nothing wrong with that. I think every
parent wants to see their child smile and every model wants to be seen
in a flattering light.
But ask most portrait photographers what makes a good portrait, and I
think the answer you'll get is entirely different. I think most photographers
would define a good portrait as one that reveals something about the subject.
But what are most photographers really trying to reveal? From my point
of view, when I look at the work of photographers who make this claim,
their portraits are not so much about revealing character as they are
about forcing the subject to be viewed in a certain way. Some photographers
it seems strive to force some predefined emotion on the viewer. And that
forced emotion is somehow idealized as revealing something important about
the subject. And somehow that forced emotion shows character.
As far as I've concerned that's bull. If everyone looks at a picture and sees
the exact same thing and feels the exact same way, what exactly is being
revealed? What is really there to see? After all, if everybody sees it
how revealing can it be?
With my portraits, the most common criticism
I hear is that my pictures are cold and emotionless. And I suppose they
are when compared to what most people expect a portrait to be. And that's
fine if that’s what you see. I don't really expect to please anyone
except myself. I'm happy if I do, but I don't mind the criticism if I
don't. In some ways I even see that criticism as a badge of honor.
But I like to think that if you look at one of my photographs and find
it cold and emotionless, either you're not looking hard enough, or you're
expecting to see something that isn’t there. And I guess that's
sort of the point. I don't want to tell the viewer what to think or how
they should see the subject. When it comes down to it, I could easily
manipulate the subject and manufacture any emotion I wanted. But that
kind of emotion is easy. It's sentimental and doesn't reveal a thing.
It's a campaign slogan or a
Victoria's Secret ad.
With my portraits I don't want to tell you what to see. I want you to
look, and to look deep, to see what you see. Not what I see, or what your
wife sees, or even what the subject wants you to see. I want you to see
what only you alone can see, and hopefully that is something that is personal
and unique and complex. Just like in real life where the actual person
in the picture is seen by a thousand different people in a thousand different
ways, a portrait should be similarly complex, and not be about a single
emotion or a single idea.
I want my portraits to be mysterious and ambiguous, and also to be rich
and complex, yet apparently simple at the same time. I want to strip away
the pretense and present a person as they really are. Not as how you think
they should be, or how I think they should be, or even how they see themselves.
I want to present them simply and plainly, open for everybody to see,
in their own unique way. And I don't think you can do that by forcing
your own perception on the viewer.
So when I hear someone say my portraits are cold or emotionless, I say
thank you. And then I say look again but try harder this time, and don't
look for what you expect to see, but look for what you can see. Look at
the photograph and view it for what is, not what someone tells you it
should be. You have to look closer and let the subject reveal itself and
know that what’s revealed won't be what’s be on the surface.
To be honest, I have no earthly idea if that is what I achieve with my
portraits. I guess that's better left for others to judge. All I know
is that it’s what I try to achieve, and I do hope in some small
way that I approach that ideal.
I think that's why I admire photographers like Mapplethorpe
and Avedon and Greenfield-Sanders,
because I think they aspire to that ideal and are largely successful in
that pursuit. When I see a Mapplethorpe
portrait or a picture from Avedon's In
The American West, or one of Greenfield-Sanders’ portraits
of New York City artists, I instinctively want to look deeper. I'm
drawn into the picture and I think about the person I'm seeing, and I
wonder about who they really are and what they really think. I wonder
about how they feel and where they came from and where they're going.
I think about all of those things and in the end I draw my own conclusions
and I see the person in the photograph in my own unique way. And to me
that ambiguity and that mystery is more revealing than a dour grin or
sexy pout could ever hope to be. And that is what I think a portrait should
aspire to achieve.
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